All About Him

You came into my life because I wanted to

So I pulled the strings to get to you

I didn’t know at first what is the real you

Until you opened up the door and allowed me to

How you feel and how you wanted your life to be


For months I have spent my time with you

We conquered dilemmas we went through

I felt blissful as long as I am with you

To tell you honestly, I have planned a future with you

Though others may not understand but I’m glad if it will come true


We had our first misunderstanding and I didn’t understand

Why you dismissed me and left me out of hand

I never thought that we will patch things up

But it just happened and I am thankful

Since then my life turned to be beautiful


You are the only one that I dared to call as my friend

The only one that crossed me whenever I am wrong

The only one that makes me feel strong

You are the only one that can make me sing a different song

You are the only one who made me feel that I belong


Readers may think that I am talking of a lover

But I am only thinking of someone closer

We have a dysfunctional relationship so to speak

Never more than friends but never less than the other

There is no way that I will wish for any better


In time I felt that what I felt had flourished

Blossomed into a flower so gentle

That it became so brittle

As destiny touched its tenderness

And it slowly started to wither


Though it is fragile, I covered it from drizzle

Cared for it like no other

Watched it every night and shaded it from rain

I have always prayed that it will remain beautiful

Like the way I found it when it was alone and miserable


Yet I have seen that there is only one side of the story

I am the only one who sees

The only one who dreamed

The last one with the will

To fight for what I thought I feel


Why did you cut my wings?

Why did you leave me alone to die?

I am trying to escape

I am trying to move on

But I just can’t


You left me hanging in the air

Full of pain and I lost my way

Tell me how to live again without you?

Tell me how to laugh when I can’t even talk to you

Tell me now that you have clipped my wings


You tormented my soul and left me to die

Though I know that I have lived a lie

I will forever be willing to live that once more

I am not asking you to love me more than I can love you

As long as I know that I can be with you forever more


I am not asking much

All I wanted is that you let me understand

What truly happened that made you go away

That made you leave me in the dark

That caused me tears and left me with an empty heart


I hope that you will hear my plea

Please talk to me again

Make me feel normal again